Sunday, November 18, 2007

"In life, we tend to stay with certain people and allowed ourself to be subjected to not up to par treatment. We accept mediocracy in friendship. Give and take is one thing, taken for granted is another. Therefore, why you are willing to accept economy class treatment from people who do not cherish you?"

Took the above from Dawn's blog...
reflected on it and realised that it is just so true...

recently...
things happened and made me look thru why am i always succumbing to the whims and fancy of pple who just dun appreciate me...

looking thru... i just find it so unbelievable that why some can just not see their faults and much less be remorseful about their wrongdoings... even got to the extend of making things seem as though the fault lies in me....

i also just can't understand why some pple are just so self- centered... not considering others... they care only about reaping their own benefits and heck care about others...

my sister says i'm too naive... trusting pple too easily... and from the way she analysed my problem for me... it seems as though i'm being made used of... and dumped when i'm no longer required...

though like a few days have passed... the matter just came seem to get out of my mind...
making me feel terrible whenever i think back of it...

come to think of it.... how many pple in my life i can really trust and relate my problems to...

less than 2 exclusion of my family... maybe just 1...

it seems as though...
the older we get... the lesser we get involved with friends...
the jobs burden us... making us all tired after work...
and unable to have time for socialising...

gradually... the amount of effort spent in maintaining the friendship decreases...
though we will deny the above... but if we really reflect on it...
we will just find out that it is the truth and reality...


so in conclusion...
i have to learn the ways of protecting myself...
lest i suffer myself...

encouragement and advice can only come in secondary after damage is caused...
and the damage will impact the victim the most...
i do not want to be this victim...


i have... and had...
and i do not wish for it to happen again...
cuz... its unbearable... =(

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