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Sunday, June 26, 2005

* Jumps For Joy *
my sis is back...
after 5 months in perth...
arrived back at home @ 7 plus in the morning on friday...
and...
*grins*
she came back with a present for me....
hee hee hee...
someting dat i've wanted for so long....
AN IPOD MINI!!!!

Yeah... haha...
so happy...

could not put it down after she passed it to me...
immediately when to install the software in my laptop...
haha...
so now my ipod goes anywhere i go...
haha...
and i've realised something after getting an ipod...
dat i have so little songs to load up...
song searching time....
anyone got nice songs...
must send me okie...

went out with nes yesterday...
went to a place called " HushHush"
and erm... we emptied a turn turn machine...
u know those dat u put in $1 den u turn the knob...
er... ya...
we emptied the whole machine...
totalled damage = $7
nes - $5
me - $2
but anyway....
who cares... we got the characters we wanted...
hee...
i got eeyore... so cute...
nes got her mickey n minnie mouse...

and when we placed all together...
eeyore is the shortest...
hmmz...
now... wat is dat trying to mean??!!??
reality is just the same as the cartoon world...
haha...

but i dun care...
cuz eeyore is just the cutest there...
hee hee...
*bleah*
*ninja*

r a ! n a _____________*

Thursday, June 23, 2005

humans might not bother about things until the stage where they start to bother u...
but perhaps discovering it at dat time is already too late...

argh... i'm so irritated by the stupid lao shu ai da mi song... damn...
okie i'm outside now waiting for time to pass... to go to dinner later at 7... n the time now is 4.45...
already irritated enough having to wait for so long n yet the stupid song keeps repeating itself outside...

it is such a stupid song...
wat does a mouse liking rice got to do with love... all a bunch of crap...

much worse... i hate mouse or rats... or any in dat family...
even if it is ''wutock''... haha...
the name of my guy's pet mouse when he was young... though i never see it before...
but still the creeps...

strange as it seems...
i love only dogs...
cuz they are just so cute...
they know how u feel...
n they can feel too...

it is just so difficult not to go cuddle them when they look at u with those huge innocent eyes...
and perhaps my bond with chelsea my dear puppy now is so strong becuz i've spent the most time with her...
my previous dogs...
not dat much time...

first, was honey... a pom
tink i was too young dat time...
my impression of honey was simple...
just knew i had a dog...
and she gave birth to many many puppies...
n becuz of honey... it just built up my liking for dogs...

second, was teddy... a silky terrier...
teddy was the only boy... among all my dogs...
very naughty... very fierce...
but a paper tiger...
he never fails to nibble at anything dat he could find... towels, legs of chairs... everything...
i got him when he was only a new born puppy...
and he was named teddy cuz of his face... he looks like a teddy bear... look...

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aww... isn't he just so cute?

well... but i left for australia when he was only 6 months old...
and not long after i came back...
my poor teddy died of stomach complications...

now... there's chelsea... a maltese

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she's been with me for a year already...
i just simply adore her...
she's so dainty is some ways... n rough is some ways too...
u should see her when she is all dressed up... or when she has a huge battle with her dinosaur...
so kawaii ne....!!!

and one thing i found out only after having chelsea is dat... female dogs pee or poo sitting down...!!
never knew dat fact... only knew dat all dogs pee with one leg sticking up...
haha... great discovery..
hee...('',)

Lastly,

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i just love her so much...

r a ! n a _____________*

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Perhaps pple always neglect the daily necessities of life...
never realising the importance of things until they actually lose it...
simple things in life... but a huge contribution to everyday living...
it just feels so weird n strange when u lose something dat is of least importance when u have it...
but after losing it...
life just can't seem to be normal again...

the reason undefined...
but i miss u so much...
but it has only been a day since i last saw u...
not being able to see or contact u is definately a strain...
in the nite... i can't msg u... it just feels weird...
so weird dat i cannot get to sleep...
finding ur cartoon character in the game... perhaps will just ease the missing by a teeny weeny little bit...
miss u loads...

r a ! n a _____________*

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Selfishness of man makes them only care about themselves...
Selfishness of man makes them only think of themselves...
not wanting others to be happy...
only wanting the best for themselves...

trials of time...
how many can withstand?
end of time...
how long is it?
prove of faith... time is...
prove of loyalty... time is...
when one says to wait...
wat does it take?
and how many can actually do it...
cuz it is mentally stressful...
as well as painful in the (''v'')
maybe not everyone will be with u till the end of time...
so it is just navive to have dat kind of tinking...
and perhaps hurting is just a stage dat everyone has to go thru in life...

accompaniment is ever so important...
man are just so strange...
needing accompaniment all the time...
when the usual 'one' is gone or unavailable...
a replacement will be found...
but when a replacement is really found...
will dat person really be able to be the same one as the previous?
won't one reminisce about the time spent with the previous?

status... another very determining factor...
how many actually dun mind not having a status and continue to stay by ur side...
even the toughest or most devoted person will not be able to withstand it...
and sooner or later will scummb to it...
and even if a status is given...
if it is not special... different from the norm...
how many would gladly accept it?
though it might be nothing but just a name...
but it still determines ur status n position in his heart...

admit fate... life is just about waiting...
no matter at which stage of life u are at...
there is bound to be waiting...
however in waiting...
how long can one stand?
how long can one last?
i've tried 9 months...and result...
i got wat i wan...
count myself lucky...
but how many other will be like me?
getting wat they wan after waiting...

when it seems all hopes are dashed...
does one actually give up n move on or continue to wait?

for me... i choose waiting... n i did...

when someone accepts someone new...
does it mean the previous one is replaced?
and even if it is replaced...
will the previous one still be a very important person to u...?

if one actually ask urself truthfully...
will the new one be able to give u the same kind of feeling...?
will the new one be able to bring back the same memories as the previous even if u are at the exact same place?

when someone accepts someone new...
it just simply means that perhaps fhe old has been given up n everything will just remain as memories...

if one has already someone in ur mind n in ur (''v'')
how is so dat one can accept another...
as in fall for another...won't ur mind be totally occupied with dat particular someone...n totally shut off to anyone new...

some memories are meant to be forgotten...
like the ones that bring u the shudders...
like the one dat makes u fear even if it was long past...
but sometimes...
the memories just seem to be deeply etched in ur mind n can't be erased...
so u have to hold dat fear forever with u...

r a ! n a _____________*

Sunday, June 19, 2005

my darlin lost his fone...

which means i will haf difficulty contacting him...
which means i will not be able to talk to him...
which means i will not be able to msg him...

curse the guy who stole his fone...
still take out the sim card....
@#$%^ *bleah*
hate dat guy....
curse him die earlier...

r a ! n a _____________*

Thursday, June 16, 2005

okie.... dis is so ....
i wrote a long entry just now for my dear ger...
but den my internet was down...
thus... it did not get posted...

so watever...
dun feel like like writing again...

r a ! n a _____________*

Friday, June 10, 2005

i Y my darlin...

muack...

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

i wan to feel special...
i wan to be loved...
i wan to be doted upon...
i wan to be cared for...
i wan to be sayang...

i wan to hear the waves...
i wan to see the stars...

i wan to get ur attention...

maybe i ask for too much...
and i dun haf to right to expect so much...

so forget it....
treat it as i'm talking nonsense...

despondent...

r a ! n a _____________*

Monday, June 06, 2005

when we were young we used to pit ourselves against our frens...
challenging each other with who can say the 绕口令 correctly n fast...
haha... now its time to relieve the past with some 绕口令 to try...
enjoy...

一个胖娃娃，捉了三个大花活蛤蟆，
三个胖娃娃，捉了一个大花活蛤蟆，
捉了一个大花活蛤蟆的三个胖娃娃，
真不如捉了三个大花活蛤蟆的一个胖娃娃。

hee... how it is?
difficult?
here is another one to try...

扁担长，板凳宽，板凳没有扁担长，
扁担没有板凳宽，扁担要邦在板凳上，
板凳不让扁担邦在板凳上，扁担偏要邦在板凳上。

had fun pple...?
more to try the next time round...

r a ! n a _____________*

Saturday, June 04, 2005

yesterday...

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while i was watching tv, a thief came into my house...

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she searched thru my drawers n cupboard....

and soon she found something that she fancied....

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she fitted it to herself... wondering if it would look nice on her...
omg.... such a picky thief... still must fit the clothes on before stealing it...

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den she changed into the "stolen" item...
and hung her clothes behind my door....
wat ?!??!?!?!?!?

and den i caught her red handed...
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the thief turned out to be nes...
she stole my shorts...
hmpft..... naughty naughty nes....

anyway.... we were supposed to go to the gym...
but guests were not allowed inside...
so sianz.... -_-"

so we went out....
to the book fair at suntec....
but before dat...
a hair cut at kimage- funan...
the result....
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poor chelsea was at home alone....
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must be wondering when will i call back or return home...
poor girl...

Proof about a guy who loves you....

The guy who love you, can't tell you the reason why he love you.
he only knew that, in his eyes, you are the only one

The guy who love you, actually always make you mad,
but he do never know what stupid thing did he done,
as everything he done, is for your own good.

The guy who love you, seldom praise you ,
but in his heart, you are the best, only he know it,

The guy who love you, will scold or complaint
if you din't reply his message but others, because he cares.

The guy who love you , Only drop his tears infrontof you,
when you try to wipe his tears, you are touching his heart ,
the heart which beat for you.

The guy who love you , will remember every word u said ,
even its accidentally. and he will use the word always at the nick of time.

The guy who love you, will not give any promise that easily,
because they don't want to break the promise,
they want you to believe him and
they want to give you the happiest and safest life ever after.

The guy who love you, always tell you not to think too much,
because they already plan it for you,
he want to give u the best life in the future,
he want to give you a suprise, belive him that he can do it.

The guy who love you, maybe can't remember special occasion
like somekind of anniversary,but , he do know that,
every second he live, he's loving you, no matter what day is today

The guy who love you, won't said " i love you" that easily,
because everything he done for you is showing that he love you already,
but only he will tell the word at the special situation,
because he dun wan u to misunderstand, he want u to know that he love you.
he once said.. if u truely love someone.... the 3 words need not be always said.. u will noe in ur ("v")

The guy who really love you, will feel that,
sometimes, something hav to tell for only once,
because he thought that u might already understand him,
if talk so much, he will feel that theres nothing you will cherish.
so true.... but sometimes i can't see it... and need more significant hinting...

The guy who love you, will go to airport to fetch you,
he won't carry a bunch a rose and call you darling like what you expect.
but he will carry your luguage and ask you
" why are you becoming that thin within two days?" with his sincere heart.

The boy who love you, will listen quietly to you,
when you are mad, and when you finished,
he will said, you still got class tomorrow, sleep early.
with smile.

the boy who love you, don't know that whether he should call you when you are angry,
but he will sent a message to you after few hours,
if you ask him why he call that late, he will say,
when you are angry, my explanation are all rubbish.
Butwhen you calm down, my explanation will only really works.

The boy who love you, always call you little girl,
but everytime he want to make a big decision,
he will first want to hear your advice.
hee.. very true... he respects my decision n would always wan to hear my pt of view in impt things...

The guy who love you, don't like little toy like teddy bear,
but he will always put the bear you give him at his bed.
hmmz.... darlin says it's not true... he loves n adores furry bear...

The guy who love you, while quarelling,
he will apologize uncontrollably, althought you are the one who's wrong,
and later, he will sent a message to you with
" baby, actually you know its your fault,you know it urself "

The guy who love you, while really miss you,
he will want to buy a bunch of rose and wait you stupidly under your apartment.
but he never knows , what he bought is daisy,
but doesn'tmatter, because in his heart, that's roses.

The guy who love you, seldom said sweet words,but you know,
his kisses already transfer his all passion to you.

The guy who love you , if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because henknew, if he did, he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.
dis is so true cuz darlin always occupies himself with maple...

r a ! n a _____________*

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