we quarrelled again... wonder why there is a tendency for us to quarrel ever so often right now... but we managed to clarify everything... which is good... and the outcome, i'm not suppose to presurize him or complain too much of he has no time for me.... =X
been quite busy with school and work recently... i'm a volunteer with SVC and we're doing an event for disabled althletes... working tgt with JJC and other members in the committee... had a meeting dis morning at 8.45 am at Toa Payoh... ages since i woke up so early... and it lasted all the way to 12 plus... was shagged after the meeting... =(
but in total... it was fun working with all of them... going to be stuck in this event all the way till july... after which... i'll be leaving for perth to complete my studies...
July, the month where everything happens... July 7th - he will be back... July 15th - Olympic Dream' 07 - Ablility Challenge July 30th - School reopens
i so look forward to july.... so i'm able to see him again after so long... the next time seeing him... will be nxt yr jan.... which is a long way to go again.... sigh....
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Monday, April 16, 2007
07 07 07
it seems so far away...
it seems to be never arriving soon...
he has been away for 1 month and 1 week...
time seems to be passing ever so slowly...
though went for a short getaway...
but it does not seem to help much...
though during the trip...
i laughed so much...
and had so much fun...
and puked way alot too...
but after it all...
it is back to square one isn't it...
he is not by my side...
i miss him loads...
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
not having u around... is something i can never get used to...
the reason being... doing the same things like before... the feeling is no longer the same...
i miss ur huggies... i miss ur kisses... i miss seeing u... i miss u...
i miss u bullying me... i miss u trying ur best to make me happy... i miss u always giving in to me... i miss u tremendously....
我可以求求你快点回来吗...
然后再也不要离开吗...
因为没有了你...
我不是我自己...
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Saturday, April 07, 2007
exactly a month after he left... all things were going rather fine between us...
but yesterday... for the first time... we quarrelled... and he ignored me...