Thursday, May 10, 2007

i so need the one around...
the one dat will or the one dat is:

R - ead my thoughts, n understand how i feel...
A - dvise me on wat to do...
Y - awn when i babble rubbish...
M- ake time for me when need him...
O - nly able to make me smile from within...
N - ag at me till i change my bad habits...
D - o everything within his means to make me happy...

I - mportant part of my life, that i can never do without...

L - ove me but show it in a unique way...
O - ffer to help me settle things whenever i'm in trouble...
V - ery into games but will still try to include me in...
E - ntertain me with furry bear...

Y - ell at me when he is in a bad mood, but apologise later...
O - pt to stay out even when he knows he will get into trouble...
U - se me as a person to contact in case of a emergency...

r a ! n a _____________*

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

i've realised how much i'm in need of him...
through my daily routines...
through my days...
i'm so reliant on him...

when he is not around like now...
there is no one that is around to guide me when i feel lost...
there is no one for me to go to when i got problems...
there is no one for me to go to when i feel like crying...

when he is not around like now...
there is no one to chide me like whenever i do stupid things...
or whenever i complain too much...

complaints, emotions, stress...
there are all just stuck inside me...
bottled inside me...

cuz... he the only one dat could make a difference in me...
is away from me..

frens are good...
but they can only help till a certain extend...
beyond dat...

r a ! n a _____________*

Monday, May 07, 2007

i'm so lacking in sleep...
so much till i guess i can't take it any longer...
ever since den... i'm much like a zombie instead of a living person...

occupying myself with as much activities as possible...
maybe just a way to take my mind off things...
helpful or harmful yet to find out...

my eye twiched on saturday...
when i was outside...
din go home till past midnite...
but even when i reached home...
i fell asleep immediately...
din manage to speak to him...

on sunday...
after i woke up...
went down to my fren's place to bake cookies...
and also din return home till quite late...
so another missed opportunity to speak to him...

and just dis morning...
i recieved a msg from him...
saying he got into an accident...
it got me all worried... all flustered...
i din know wat to tink about...
i din know wat to do...

lucky thing.... he was not hurt... it was just a few scratches on the vehicle...
paid money to placate matters...
so not a big issue...

and as for me...
i feel dat i'm a failure...
haix...

r a ! n a _____________*

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