i've realised how much i'm in need of him... through my daily routines... through my days... i'm so reliant on him...
when he is not around like now... there is no one that is around to guide me when i feel lost... there is no one for me to go to when i got problems... there is no one for me to go to when i feel like crying...
when he is not around like now... there is no one to chide me like whenever i do stupid things... or whenever i complain too much...
complaints, emotions, stress... there are all just stuck inside me... bottled inside me...
cuz... he the only one dat could make a difference in me... is away from me..
frens are good... but they can only help till a certain extend... beyond dat...