i'm so lacking in sleep... so much till i guess i can't take it any longer... ever since den... i'm much like a zombie instead of a living person...
occupying myself with as much activities as possible... maybe just a way to take my mind off things... helpful or harmful yet to find out...
my eye twiched on saturday... when i was outside... din go home till past midnite... but even when i reached home... i fell asleep immediately... din manage to speak to him...
on sunday... after i woke up... went down to my fren's place to bake cookies... and also din return home till quite late... so another missed opportunity to speak to him...
and just dis morning... i recieved a msg from him... saying he got into an accident... it got me all worried... all flustered... i din know wat to tink about... i din know wat to do...
lucky thing.... he was not hurt... it was just a few scratches on the vehicle... paid money to placate matters... so not a big issue...
and as for me... i feel dat i'm a failure... haix...