Wednesday, March 28, 2007

after u left, everytime when i’m on my way back….
walking along the road back to my house…
i will just feel so down…
i would wish…
dat u would suddenly appear in front of me…
gimme a hug dat i long for so much…

being strong in front of others…
is the façade dat i show everyone…
but wat happens inside…
it’s tearing me apart…

i miss u so much…
the simple weekends with u…
doing nothing but at least it is with u…

i find it so hard now…
to have dat silly grin on my face like before…
is the reason cuz u are not here any longer…

i’ve realized dat my smile is no longer genuine anymore…
Laughter is just a way to cover up….
it is hard to pretend…
is there a chance whereby i can cry out loud…
of how much i miss u…

Only 20 days have passed…
and there is so long more to go…

i know it is difficult for u as well…

so it is the reason to why…
i can’t show it in front of u…
i can’t cry in front of u…
cuz it will affect u…

i miss u loads…

Can u appear in front of me like a miracle?

可不可以任性 求求你不要去 ...

r a ! n a _____________*

The Ger



~*Serene ` Raina*~

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