sometimes i just wonder.... wat would it be like if i'm not here... if i'm back in singapore...
will his weekends be different.... will his weekends be more interesting... will my weekends be spent more fruitfully... will i be a happier person...
maybe i would... maybe i won't...
but watever it will be like... i really wish time will pass very very fast... den i can go back....
i dun wan to be waiting on like dat... waiting for him to talk to me... waiting for him to come home after going out with his frens... waiting for him to finish playing his game... waiting for him to wake up... or watever the wait might be.... i feel very awful....
i need him around me... but why doesn't he sense it...