Sunday, May 14, 2006

my feelings n emotions dis few days have been a total wreck...
i find myself... too emotional...
get upset easily...
and the worse thing...
i cry almost every nite...


it is the time when i wan to go back badly...
it is the time when i dun feel like studying anymore...
it is the time when i dun wan to be here anymore...


4 years ago....
it was dis time as well....


4 years later....
history repeated itself....


i feel myself being so useless....
i'm afraid of my grades...
i'm afraid of my assignments....
and i just dun feel like going to school anymore...


it is 6 more weeks before i can return....
but i really dun wan to wait till dat long...
cuz i wan to go back right now....


all the tears.... and the depressions...
can't take it much longer...


i wan to return...
but it is also something dat will not be approved...


though with all the encouragement from others....
it is still just so tough to get thru it....
it is still so tough to be here when everyone else is back home...


everynite i tink about how long i have left....
i teared....
i cried...


i so badly wan to go back....
i dun wan to stay here anymore...


i wan to go back...

r a ! n a _____________*

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