i've realised.... dat i'm not the best for him... dat i dun tink for him as i say i did... dat i do not feel the way like he does...
i did something terribly wrong to him.... and i'm so sorrie towards him...
i know he was disappointed... and upset with me...
maybe i shouldn't jus wan things to be always fair... cuz life itself is not fair...
someone should be giving in... and i'll be the one.... cuz he is already so stressed up with life....
our relationship... is different from last time... it is much better....
and it is all built on love, trust, faith and believe... it will go on smoothly... never am i going to make a mistake to make him unhappy again.... dat i promise him....