he just reported for camp dis morning... and i can already feel dat something is wrong....
i'm awfully quiet today... walked behind or followed my frens around the city in silence... sat in the hall alone reading my book... camped in my room to continue reading my book... avoiding all contact with housemates as the nite approaches...
it feels weird... and sad... din managed to speak to him before he report... din managed to speak to him at nite too... his handphone got confiscated....
feeling depressed... exclude myself from activities... keeping to myself...
lost with wat i'm going or supposed to do... insomia...