Sunday, September 04, 2005

i'm suffering from depression...
and i tear easily...

i'll be moody suddenly...
and feel sad all of a sudden...

especially if there is no one around me...
if i'm alone...

when alone...
which happens alot of times...
i will just stare blankly...
and later feel sad all of a sudden...
if someone still does not talk to me...
my eyes will get watery...

felt so down this few days...
and cried when i reached home...
but no one seems to bother...
and no one seems to understand...

seems that i'm just making a big fuss out of it...

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when i was afraid...

u were the first person dat i wanted to look for...
u were the first person dat i wan to comfort me...

but...

i could not contact u...
u were no where to be found...

i was so afraid...
but u were not around...

so much so dat i cried...
my eyes turned red...
my nose too...
but nothing could ease my fear...

even if u knew about wat happened later...
u seem to just dun care...
u din even bother to make me stop crying..

you said to be there when i need u...
but they were just all words...
nice words that can be seen but not felt...
much less done...
actions speaks louder den words...

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