been so long since i last spoke to u like dat.... much like never spoke to u before like dat... found out so much from it... benefitted so much from it... learnt so much from it....
i've learnt that... ~ love is the opposite of hate... therefore if u hate someone.... means u still have feelings for them... i din know dat before... but after seriously thinking about it... it is true...
- but dun worry... i dun haf any feelings left... there is only one person in my life now... and dat person is u...
~pple will change... and i know the "dream ger" u wan is me last time... although now i'm doing everything similar to what i was before... but there just seems to be something different... u too sense it like me...
- hope u will let me change to be the person u wan... like wat u said... u will wait for me to change... even if it takes forever...
~ i wan to feel loved... i wan to be pampered by u... and i dun wan u to somehow like be restricted to me... i wan u to be serious... but i can't ask dat from u right now can i...
- i dun wan u to feel tong ku... so i would rather things remain like dis right now...
-= i will try my best to find the missin portion.... and make up for it.... so dat time... nothing will ever break us apart... =-
-= i wan u to haf total trust in me... and haf the assurance dat i will not betray u or watever... =-
+ but the problem now... is i dunno wat's wrong... i dunno how to show it... i dunno how to improve... please help me darlin...