everyone will always say i have chosen my path and i will live by it.... wat is a path anyway? who determines which path should be given to u and which one not... and once it is shown to u.... wat makes u wan to take this path n not the other? wat runs thru ur mind at the time u made ur decision...
after u took the path that u believe will be good for u.... it turns out to be the opposite... why can't u just turn back and go back to the crossroad that u face before and choose the other path...
maybe it is not really as simple as it seems to be... making the decision is not easy.... i tink it is the same as me deciding whether to step out the world filled with u or to remain inside forever...
turning back is not something that u will be ashamed of... in fact it shows how grown up u are...
right now.... i can only do my best to help u in watever way i can... hoping that will help u ease ur frustration... i will always be there for u....
maybe time is the only issue now.... time will show.... when u can find ur courage deep inside u.... time will show.... if u can come to a stage where u can be with me.... time will also show.... if they will be a day where u need not say sorry to me anymore.... cuz we will already be happily together....
but no matter wat.... i will definately wait for u.... cuz i believe we will be together forever one fine day.... and i will wait for dat day to come..... for i haf set my eyes on u... and will i will need u to be around me for the rest of my life...
i'm left with not much time already....
in six more months.... i will be leaving for australia.... to study for a year n a half... will u be able to make up ur mind and be with me by then?
i remembered u telling me.... dat if i really go overseas.... u will get engaged with me.... will it ever come true...
time is ticking away second by second.... n i will be waiting....
i never find another one.... cuz anyone or everyone cannot be compared to u....