Sunday, March 06, 2005

SoMeTiMeS aT nIgHt, wHeN I lo0k At tHe sKy.. I sTaRt thInKiNg oF y0u aNd aSk mYseLf wHy? WHy d0 I loVe y0u?I tHiNk aNd smile..BeCaUsE I kNoW tHe liSt woUld rUn oN f0r miLeS..ThE whIsPeR oF yoUr v0iCe, tHe waRmtH oF yoUr toUcH..So MaNy liTtLe tHiNgS tHaT mAkE mE l0vE yOu s0 muCh..ThE wAy y0u sUpPorT mE, heLp mE wiTh mY eMoTiOnS, sTay By MY sIde WHeN i NeEd yOu, Be WiTH Mi WHeN i'm DowN, chEeR mI uP whEn i'M unHapPy, cOnsolE Mi wHeN i'm sAd, wiPE aWay My TeARs wHen i cRY, heAL mI whEN i geT hurT..ThE wAy yOu shOwEr Mi WiTH yOuR cArE aNd cOncErn..iT sHoWs sUcH dEv0tIoN iN whiCH tHat You ToLeRanT aLL mY nonSenSEs, bEAr WiTh mI wHen i Lose mY temPEr oN u, giVe iN TO mI wHen i waNt anYthIng tO b iN thE waY tHat i WAntEd iT tO b..YOu Had LeT mI fEEl THat u R e MosT wonDerFuL pERsoN ThAT i Had MeT oN EaRTh..i FeEl haPPinEss aNd iT wENt dEeP sWEet InTo mY hEArT..i'LL couLd nEvER foRGet THe Day thAt i haD firSt meT u..wHiCH foLLoW bY thE dAY thAT i GeT to KnoW u MoRE aND COntinE On TO e DAy thAt i hAd bcuM uR loVe One.. ThE wAy tHaT yOuR kIsS fiLLs mE wItH dEsiRe..AnD hOw yOu hoLd wIth tHe waRmtH oF a BlaZiNg fIrE.. THe wAy yOuR eYeS sHinE wHeN U l0ok aT mE thAt WiLL mElt My heArt..aLthOuGh sWeET thIngS oF oUr sTOrY doEs Not COntinUe oN bUt i waS LoSt wIth yOu iN yOuR wOrLd f0rEvEr iS wHeRe I aLwayS wiSH tO bE..U aRe mY evEryThIng aNd u MeanT thE woRLd tO mi..i COuLd nOt fOrgeT AnyThinG tHat ConceRn aBoUt u And mI ALthOuGH i hAD trY mY beSt tO forGEt buT aLso dOnE mY paRt tO rEMeMbeR EveRyThinG..it iS nOt duE tO thaT i dO nOt waNt To forGEt aS iT huRts mI aLot bUt i sTiLL chOOse To remEmbeR bEcaUse i ThinK thAT iT woRth..i Do nOt wiSH tO forGet AnD iT haD bEEn dEepLy trAp in My heARt whiCH iS hARd To deLetE iT aWay FroM mY miNd..
oN e Day thAT u PaRt wiTH mI, iT maKes Mi fEEl thE eNd oF thE woRLd..i TRy tO puLL mYseLf uP whIch maDe iT sEem ThAT i aM haPPY ANd getTinG oN wELL on tHe outSIdE bUt aCtuALi dEep iN mY hEart, i AM cRyinG aNd bLeeDing NOn-sTOp..i miSSed You veRI muCH..miSSIng yOu dAy ANd niGht thOuGH i Cant gET tO c u As And WHen I LikE bUT i FeEL conTenTed aS lOng aS u STiLL rEmeMbER Mi And Get On WEll WIth SOmeOne You LovE..AltHouGH i KnOw tHat u wouLd NoT knOw aBouT hOW i FeEL bUT i stIll WAnTEd To Sae It oUt tO shOW hOW peRfECt u R tO mI..iN e PasT,THe wAy tHaT I fEeL uR loVE wHen yOu aRe bY mY sIdE..iT gIvEs A sEnSe oF sEcuRitY, LoVe aNd completion and over flowing pride thAT sUrRounDeD Mi..ThE dreAms tHaT I drEaM oF woUld aLL iNv0lvE U..aLL thE p0sSiBiLiTiEs thAT I sEe aNd tHe tHiNgS wE cAn do.. HoW i wiSh thAt yOu couLd fiNiSh tHe pUzZle tHaT liEs iNsiDe mY hEaRt.. HoW dEeP iN mY sOuL yOu aRe tHe mOsT iMp0rTaNt paRt.. I c0uLd g0 oN f0r dAyS, teLLiNg oF wHaT I fEel..BuT aLL yOu rEaLLy mUsT kNoW iS mY lOvE 4 u iS REAL..onE tHinG foR suRe iS ThaT sWeEt ANd WOnDErFUl MEmoRIeS oF u N mI wIll StAY foREveR aNd eVER..
No mAtTeR hOw lOnnG iTs tAkEs tO wAiT fOr yOu.... i'Ll bE wAiTiNg...
yOu sAiD uRsElF fEeLiNgs cAnNoT bE eRaSeD or dEvElOpEd sO qUiCkLy... sO tHe fEeLiNgS fOr mE mUsT bE sOmEwHeRe dEep iNsIdE yOu... pLeAsE i BeG u tO fInD tHeM sO tHaT wE cAn Be tOgEtHeR fOrEvEr...
i DuN wAn tO sUfFeR aNy mOrE pAiN.... iT iS tO pAiNfUl tO bEaR... aNd eVeRyTiMe i faLL ... i HuRT mYsElF vErY dEePLy... aNd sCaRrEd mYsElf vErY dEePLy tOo... i'M aLrEaDy sCarReD sO bAdLy fRoM tHe FaLLs aFtEr FaLLs...
rIgHt nOw... i jUsT wAn tO lEt u NoE eVeRyThInG i FeEL.... aNd wAn u tO nOe tHaT i rEaLLy nEeD u aRoUnD tO LiVe...

you said u will be around whenever i need u... i really need u very badly now... do u noe how much i cried last nite... and much the pain hurts... and at that time i just wanted u to be around me... to let me cry in ur arms... take away all the pain i'm feeling...
i'm special... so? i get to suffer more than others... i get to feel more pain... it is so hard being special to u... i wan to be normal... so i would not have to go thru all dis...
i have be hurt so many times.... whenever u let me down... whenever u make a decision... whenever u are upset...whenever so many things happen... i dun just get hurt when i'm without u... i get hurt because of u... i dunno why but i can just sense wat u are feeling... i noe when u are upset... when u need someone around... can u sense watever i'm feeling?
i just wan a simple life... away from all pain... just a simple life with u inside it... and dat is good enough for me...
i Y you...

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