i'm nuts.... i cannot tink straight... i dunno wat is in my mind... i dun understand the facts of life... i dun understand u....
why is it when u make a decision u can't stay by it.... why is it dat u make me cry again.... why can't u let me be happy... and let me keep the joy in my heart forever....
i'm a failure..... i cannot do anything right.... i cannot do well in school... i cannot get good grades.... i cannot do well in my examinations.... i cannot keep the one i love next to me.... i cannot make him happy but only confused.... i hate myself.....
i really hate myself.... when will the sun remember to shine on me again.... i tink it kind of missed the spot i have been standing all dis while.... dat's why darkness surrounds me....
please be the one to take me out from dis darkness.... please be the one to hold my hand.... please be the one dat will stay by me.... please be the one dat will care for me... please be the one when i need u now....