Friday, March 18, 2005

it has been so long since i had a nitemare... a one dat scares me awake... although it does not make me wake up in cold sweat.... but it is still so scary.... i remember the previous one dat freaked my life out was about zombies in my house n stuff... dreamt about very very bad things.... so much so i woke up crying... those dat noe me will noe wat my nitemare was about the other time..... and dat was when i was in secondary 4!!!

in between i had no nitemares before just plain simple dreams... happy ones of course.... den today..... sob.... so scary.... i'm still terrified.... the images still flash thru my mind...

well.... here is my dream....

i dreamt about a demon in my house... forgot who the pple were inside my dream.... but the pple i remember were my dad... mum.... me.... n my maid.... dat already when to work for my aunt.... dunno why she was there too.... anyway... there were others too.... cannot recognise their faces.... okie.... so the demon possesed someone their.... den the person was like eek.... scary.... like the movie excorcist like dat.... weird colour face.... gross features... only never jump all around the room.... but still tried to claw or bite us.... my mum den tried to force out the demon.... den state the things she needed.... one of which was a pumpkin.... ( haha... i dunno why also... maybe too much of disney on ice: Princess Classics - Cinderella story) ya... n in the end... the demon was forced out... den suddenly... someone who look exactly n dress excatly like my mum appeared.... i was so afraid.... at dat time... my mum also started acting weirdly....distorted face n all... den the pple tried to hold her down while i screamed at the demon.... i wanted to shout out verses from the bible but i just could not remember any.... so i got my dad to get my bible from my room.... i flip n flip... cannot find the correct chapter n verse.... i also dunno how... my mum managed to force the demon out of herself.... den we all ran downstairs.... ( i was in a house with 2 levels) with me still trying to locate the correct verse..... finally.... i found it.... but the demon was still wrecking havoc in our place.... den to my horror..... he started to go after me.... i ran for my life to upstairs.... n i heard my mum shouting at me to lock the door.... the door.... had to be slammed a few times before it could be close properly... n the demon was so near..... at dat point of time i woke up......

argh................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm sleepy still but too freaked out to sleep.... sob....

i wonder why would i have such a nitemare.... it must be the stupid horror show dat i saw last nite without company.... but it was not really scary lor.... the ending was so "duh"... dun understand why also....

ya so..... i'm still afraid.... haha.... find myself silly also...

silly me.... feel like a useless small ger.... getting so afraid of a silly nitemare....

r a ! n a _____________*

The Ger



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