Tuesday, March 08, 2005

i'm afraid of the darkness... cuz dis is the time when i'm vunerable to all my memories... and all the things that i feel...
and it is the nite... where my fears haunt me the most... and i miss u the most...
few drops of tears fell... though it is just so little... but it is enough to be a form of release...
again i'm controlling the tears from all falling out... i just so wan a time where i can cry out as much as i wan.... and at the same time have someone next to me....
my heart still hurts just as much... and nothing seems to be improving... it has never been like dis before... will the pain ever stop?
i can;t take it any longer... i need to breathe... i need to get everything out of my mind... even if it is for just a few seconds... i will gladly do anything to get total peace for a short moment...
i thot about things for the whole day.... and the whole of last nite...
and i've concluded....
i still love u just as much...
i miss u...
and most importantly...
i'll be waiting for u...

i Y you...

r a ! n a _____________*

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