Saturday, March 12, 2005

~* -= as i remember the past... tears n smiles form at the same time... =- *~
i am missing u just as much as u are missing the days we had together.... so much memories.... be it happiness, joy or quarrels.... they all add to my memories... thus the tears as well as the smiles... so long together... but also so long apart... in all 2 years and 3 months and 7 days has passed...


i can't believe myself... it has really been so long.... and i'm still hopelessly devoted... still wanting u so much in my life...

sometimes... i just wonder why... wat makes u so special dat i cannot be without u... wat makes me love u so much... and etc etc.... butow much no matter i tink.... or how much i wreck my brain.... i just can't seem to find the reason behind it...

i remember so much things that we did together... u did for me... although they are memories now... but i dun wan to just leave them as dat... i wan them to continue on... i wan them to be neverending...

alot of places brings back all the memories i had with u.... but there are some dat brings back the extra special memories.... the fountain when we met each other alone for the first time.... the coffee club express joint @ Paragon... e-hub @ clementi.... the playground, fitness area the dunno which floor of that block and the overhead bridge.... all these place near my previous house @ hougang...

all these memories with u are all deeply etched in my mind.... even the simplest ones to the biggest surprises... i remember very single one of them....

i never ever regretted being with u.... i've learnt so much and it doesn't matter if the day spent with u is fruitful or not.... i grow to love u more each and everyday day....

i still have so much things that i wan to do with u.... the promises u gave me aren't fulfilled yet... i still wan to ice-skate... i still wan a ride on the motorbike...

as i tink about the times we spent together... i realise my mistakes... of not treating u good enough... of getting angry with u cuz of the smallest things... and always making u angry... i'm sorrie...



i really wan to be with u again.... but i dunno if i can still be the best for u....
i will treat u the same... if not better... but i dun know if they are all up to ur expectations...
i just really wan u by my side....


please let me have to chance to love u.... dote on u.... and care for u....
i miss u badly....

r a ! n a _____________*

The Ger



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