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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

everything is finally going to be over for everyone in my batch of tourism pple.... cuz in about like 2 more weeks... they will all graduate from TP.... whereas for me.... i still got half a year... cuz of some subjects that i did not take in the previous semesters.... it is actually quite sad dat i dun get to graduate the same time as the others.... after all... we had been together for over 3 years... and going on to the stage during the graduation ceremony is something that u will wan to share with everyone dat made it possible... ur coursemates... sigh... we just won't be there when u guys graduate.... and u guys also won't be there when we graduate.... sigh....
wat is left now.... is just the exams.... just 3 papers to go.... and sch's over.... in a way... cuz the subject dat i'm left to take next sem.... is a non-examinable subject... Business Excellence & Service Etiquette (BESE) and one more CDS...
throughout the 3 years of poly life.... i've met people from all walks of life... and i'm happy to noe many of them.... and some really glad that they came into my life....

they do not come in order of sequence.... but just wan to thank them....
monica: knew her right form the start of sch... and did much things together.... she gave me advice that i in the end still did not heed.... but nevertheless.... thanks.... sorry that due to some problems we are not that close as the past... i still wish u happiness always.... take care....

Flower 5: it is a so called group dat was formed while having attachment in caas.... although now is no longer existent to me.... the memories will still stay in my mind... the people inside includes me, nes, rach, sean n meiqi.... all the fun we had as a group in the airport.... is indeed a time of lots of fun.... not forgetting the nite spent over at my place... when we had our own bbq... those were the times dat i will miss fondly... guess as we left the office and spent time away from each other.... the bond weakened.... and everyone starts to get busy with their own stuffs..... so the bond that we once used to share closely has now disapperared.... but by all means.... i still wish everyone success in the future....

nes: i'm so glad she came into my life... i really dunno wat would i be now without her... she has help me so much when i was in times of need... she could understand me when others all could not even sense wat i was going thru..... really thank her for being there as my listening ear.... and being there for me.... pushing all her beliefs on me making me have hope in everything... i really love u xiao tou....

next is my group members dis semester.... i feel that dis is the happiest time i had for my years in TP.... although alot of deadlines and submissions made us all very stressed... i still had alot of fun being with dis group of pple....

these pple has made such a great impact in my life.... and i really thank them for coming in to it...

besides all these pple from sch.... there are also one person that changed me to become who i am today.... a better person as a whole....

him: right from the start dat i was together with u.... i was not someone very wonderful... i had my own set of thinking dat is different from others.... i do things without thinking about the consequences... and i only wanted the best for myself.... i did not know anything about sacrifice and i did not know how to love u properly....
u screamed and ranted at me so many times.... making me realise my mistakes... and change for the better... i know i took very long to actually learn the lessons behind everything... and caused u much hurt... and only after losing u once dat i've learnt how to do all those things....
i learnt so much things from u.... though age does not say so... u are so much more mature den me in some ways.... from making decisions to about life... so much so much that i gain much knowledge to be more streetwise in the future....
thank you for giving me all those chances before.... from the very first one of keeping things from others.... to allowing u more freedom.... i really thank you for not giving up on me for the past 2 years.... allowing me to change for the better... and making me who i am now... giving me all those chances made me reflect on myself and realise the harshness of life.... i might not have seen it in the past... but now i noe everything is just done for my own good...
u taught me the lesson that apologising for mistakes does not really work as hurt is already inflicted.... like the example u always cite to me... apologising after stabbing u on the back is equivalent to not apologising at all.... as pain is already inflicted.... and the wound is already there.... so no amount of saying sorry will help....
thinking about some things.... u haf also taught me how to play lan games.... like counter-strike, warcraft n gunbound... tink there was diablo n red alert too... but i just could not get the hang of those last 2 games.... haha.... out of all the games... i tink wat i liked the most would be counter-strike den followed by warcraft....
i remember u teaching me how to aim... how to shoot... and the routes and hiding places of the different maps n the different tactics to use... and of course the correct way of using my favourite rifle... carbine... haha... remember the one on one sessions that was so obvious that u gave chance to let me kill u in the game.... cuz with ur skills... u could have easily killed me before i could finish buying my items.... and of course.... ur team always playing around with ur nicks.... but urs will also be the least funny cuz u still had an image to keep up to.... as the legendary PapaY@ in the history of Counter-strike.... not forgetting warcraft.... making me play 3 corridors and always dying cuz i dun know how to control... and my favourite character... the priestess of the moon... the night elf on the white tiger... although i only know how to play the campaign n that stupid sheep mini game and not the real game.... it was also very fun....
so much memories.... if i would to list everything down... it would be neverending....
i long for these memories to re-enact themselves again....
and i long for another chance to be with u again....
to bring memories to reality again once more....
i will certainly terasure u more dis time...
i Y you...

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