Friday, February 18, 2005

i ask myself....do u tink i will wait for him still?
maybe i will for some time.... then maybe after that, i will not wait.. i'm not sure too..
maybe i will stay put for a while.. and perhaps will move on..
move on as in?
as in i will never say i want him to love me..
will never say i will want to wait for him...
will never confirm that he is my happiness...
and will consider others as happiness.. but not so easily of course...
i will move on with life.. without him...
and will never have the urge to have any contacts with him...
i won't want additional memories.. and just do with the past memories...and hold on tightly to them....

maybe... maybe all dat will happen...
i just noe dat... when i leave to study overseas... i will be feeling quite weird...
by that time, maybe when i leave to study overseas,
i might have the thinking just to leave him here in singapore, and nothing else..
no contacts with him anymore.. and meet others..
besides he is not the only tree in the forest..
although he may be the only tree that i will want to protect in the forest..
but i know for the best.. i have to be converted into a tree to let others to protect me..
maybe... all dat might just happen...
or ke neng wo hui shi yong yuan shou hu ta de tian shi....
and others will come into my life but no one will ever replace him...
as he will be the most important and most special person in my life...

sometimes love is so fragile... it can be broken in a sec...
and just a simple thing can make u very very happy.... or very very sad

if love is weak, something happens that makes u not happy, u will stop loving anymore...
if love is strong, whatever happens that makes u not happy about it, you will talk things out with him and gradually accept things and be happy for him, and continue to love him..
it can be weak for this moment, strong for another moment...
but eventually when it gets weak and u have decided to move on..
just one step away.. u will leave his world to another..
the memories dat u shared comes back to haunt u..
and dat time u decided.. it isn't wise to go to move on yet..

to me.... if the love between 2 is very strong.... no matter wat happen nothing can ever break 2 people apart.... u will do ur utmost best to solve the problem and remain together....

is all this wrong?
why sometimes guys just can't understand how gers feel about things...
look thru our minds... and try to understand our views.... it will make u a better person...

u will always be the tree that i will protect forever.... i will do watever i can to ensure that no harm gets to u.... so whenever u need anyone, anything or any help... i will always be there.... even when everyone fails u....

wo hui zuo yong yuan shou hu ni de tian shi... dang ni zui ji mo the shi hou pei ni... dang ni zui shang xin de shi hou an wei ni... he dang ni zui xu yao ren zhao gu de shi hou guan xin ni....

u will always be in my heart no matter where i am.... and u will also be the most special person in my life.... no one will ever replace u...

i Y you...

r a ! n a _____________*

The Ger



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