strange thoughts have been going thru my mind.... really don't know wat is happening to me... i totally dun look forward to things.... but pin day n nite for him... and the sickness dat i haf is adding on to watever sad thots i haf now.... feel so depressed.... nothing seems right at all.... haiz.... chinese new year is coming... i should feel happy... but i'm not... in fact i dun look forward to it...
my fone nowadays.... is so quiet.... no calls... no messages.... so sad... it is like there is no need to hold a handfone.... maybe i'll just leve my fone at home sometimes.... it might make me feel better... everytime i look at my fone.... i get upset.... haiz....