been feeling so awful recently... got the coughs.. but dunno from who also... this cough have been keeping me awake n felling awful n uncomfortable... wake up halfway coughing terribily...
i'm having sleepless nites also... feeling so tired but just can't get to s;eep until the wee hours of the nite.... so just lie in the darkness... mind filled with stuffs... thinking so much about him...
haiz... i dunno wat is wrong with me recently.... tears just dun work anymore... no matter how hard i try to force the tears out.... they just dun wan to flow out...
tears when they flow out for me is a way dat i can pour out everything and cry my heart out.... but they just dun come out....
i'm feeling as though i cannot breathe anymore... the feeling is terrible...
i wan u around... i really do...