Things always dun go ur way... just when u wan something most, it it no longer urs....
i noe it is time for me to let go... but i just can't.... or rather i dun wan to...
everyone is running... but i'm stll crawling... i dun mind crawling... cuz it still gets me to places...
its so good to have someone to talk to.... to share ur innermost feelings with...
it is just different cuz there will be only one person where u will feel most comfortable talking to...
and that particular someone... cannot be ever replaced...
it must be a right person den u can pour out all ur feelings to... not just any tom dick or harry will do....
i only got one big problem... dat i'm brooding over
the more i tink abt it... the more upset i get
i noe its all in my mind n i just have to let it go...
but i dun wan...
i noe dat if it is yours... it will cum back
jus keeping it as good memories.. are not enough for me....
why does everyone says dat.... i dun wan memories... i wan it to be reality....
reality hurts but memories dun
but i wan miracles to happen... especially for me
miracles happen only once and it did not happen to me at all
u cant predict wat will happen but why did it have to turn out dis way
cos it was meant to be?
all things are destined so i just wan to live in my own dreamland
where i can get watever i wan.. and everything will go my way...
where everything i wish for will happpen
although its bluffing myself but maybe i not ready to let go yet.... so....
pple say i'm ready but i just dun wan to
its hard to let go... but i still can't accept...
who doesnt haf the love of their life time... but i just wan u to my mine and no more others....
my heart will be always deeply devoted to u.... and i will never forget u... neither will i ever let u go....
cuz i will never bring myself to do it... i just can't....
you are always on my mind....
i love u always n forever....