haiz... dunno why so moody... just dun feel like doing anything... dun even feel like playing maple... which is my favourite erm juz like a few weeks ago... dunno the reason why... why i'm just feeling so bored... so dejected...
slept so much... feeling drowsy and all...
went to sch today for nothing.... reached sch and the lecture was cancelled... haha... so means i wnet for nothing... discussed about alessa's present though.... haven got down to doing it... going down my grandma's house tomorrow for popiah... yeah! been so long since i last ate dat...was tinking about it also and i have it.... so happy...
i still miss him so much... the last meeting was suppose to sustain me till the next time i meet him... but it isn't doing it... i miss him more... i dunno why... everything i wan to do in a way link to him... haiz... can't seem to put my mind n heart to do anything.... everything seems to be so wrong...
darlin.... after so long... i still love u just as much... if anything were to change... it would be my heart.... as it has changed to love u even more.... it has changed to long for u even more... it has changed to love u even more... i miss u so much.... listening to songs reminds me about u... looking at pictures... reminds me about u.... looking at everything in my room reminds me of u.... i really wan u by my side... i love u darlin...