i'm back... back from Hong Kong... after a 3 day trip... overall... its great.... shopping and more shopping...
but i wanted to cry when i was there... the place dat we stayed in... was just so horrible... so frightening... den din dare to sleep... cuz noises could be heard from all directions... sounds of knobs turning... door knocking... it just seems dat someone will juzt barge into ur room any moment...
seriously... i dunno how it would help.... but i really hope u were there with me... cuz with u.... my fear will all be gone... maybe it will just help by having a guy there.... and for me... the guy must be u....
i remember... when i used to lay in ur arms.... sleeping ever so soundly... u were hugging me... when someone shouted so loudly... and i jumped... at dat time.... i was like so shocked... by dat loud noise... but u were there for me... next to me... hugging me... calming me down....
but for dis time... where are u.... where are u to take away my fears....
i thot dat one day... my tears will finally stop... stop flowing out of my eyes... but it will not happen.... i still tear.... no matter how hard i try to curb them.... it will not stop flowing....
i miss u so much.... more den wat i expected... my mind is just all filled with u....
i love u always n forever...