In the past, i used to wonder if anyone actually reads watever is written in my blog.... but now i'm very sure dat pple do read wat i write.... thank you for all the comments dat all the readers leave behind... be it good or bad... if it is good... thanks so much for the encouragement during this period of low times... i also wan to thank my number one supporter.... xiao da tou - nes.... thank you for being there with me all this while... i still need u as everything had not come to an end...
to some pple... watever i'm doing now may seem like a STUPID thing to do - waiting for my darlin.... but to me i dun see it in dat way... i never once had regrets of waiting for him.... and he never once told me to do so... i did it myself... i did it willingly... cuz i believe dat one day we can surely be together... no matter how long the wait is.... i dun mind waiting... if people out there dun see it from my point of view... i'm okie with it.... most to most.... i will brood over the subject for awhile before forgetting the matter...
love presents itself to everyone in a different way.... sometimes its quiet... sometimes its undying... watever way it shows itself depends on each's perspective.... different pple deal with love in a different way too... some may choose to wait... some may choose to give up.... love cannot be forced... if there are just no feelings... nothing can come out of it... feelings may fade over time too... i can only wish dat.... * darlin.... ur feelings does not fade away... *
for me... i choose to wait.... i choose to wait for the one i love... it might be a silly thing but when u seriously love someone... u really dun mind doing anything for him....
i really love my darlin alot.... as nes says... u can see it from the eyes... she says from my eyes... she can sense my sadness there... mind u.... it was the period of time dat i was not very close to her... so for an outsider dat does not noe much about me.... being able to sense sadness from me.... it must be very obvious...
no matter wat.... i will wait for u darlin... it might be a long wait but i won't mind.... 3 years or 5 years... how long do u need.... i will wait.... i will always be there for u whenever u need me... i will always be supporting u in watever decision u make... the only decsion dat i will go against u is... - = leaving me =- i will love u always n forever... u are the one i love most... and u are the only one for me.... nobody can ever replace u in my heart.... i love you...
*************************************************************************************************************************************** today went to school early in the morning for apel... well... my CP dis year seems not bad... quiet friendly n approachable... so goodie!! haha... den after an hour of break... a lecture.... where we receive the bad news....
THE EDU-TRIP IS CANCELLED! the lecturers say the top management did not approve the proposal due to security and safety issues... and u will never guess where we are going.... KL.... haha.... not dat malaysia is not safe but moving 200 over students and 10 lecturers at one go.... can pose as a huge opportunity for terrorist attacks.... argh!!!
i got my FOX jacket today also... from sean... hee hee.... so happy.... and erm.... i'm happy to announce to everyone especially xiao da tou... dat I DRANK MILK..... oops.... =X HAHAHAHAHAHA.......